D@nC!nG R@Bb!+

Sometimes, it's quite disheartening to work in this current "so-called" multinational company.
Everyday, they are saying their missions n vision are to become the industry leader, to become the 1st choice for all users etc....Ya right......but when your ppl within the organization just unwilling to move, move in the same direction as what you stated in ur missions n vision. Worse, they are going backward instead of going front.

It's not that I'm criticising and comment something negative about this particular company. But what I seen within my own division, those ppl sometimes really dun care about u. Just for example, yesterday, SUPPOSINGLY, my division ppl prepared lunch for everyone (ya right....only those visible to them.....unfortunately, I'm the invisible one to them).

I was away while they were giving out the lunch box. So, too bad....they THOUGHT i wasnt around (even though my Pc was on, my table was scattered with papers) and, they eventually missed out me. It felt so bad....left out by ur own colleagues. Some of them who were not in the office, they already put everything nicely on their tables. Great...what a nice company. Then, when I asked my admin ppl regarding to this, one of them even said...."Because you r the not the real daughter here...or u r the step-daughter(anak tiri) here, tat's y we left u out..." that's wat he actually told me. What the H*ll....as if I'm not working in there is it? What's the difference btw me n u all? They can totally ignore you n without feeling sorry for that. Still, they can talk sth like this. It's such a big difference in treatment, tat's discrimination!!! And he was still dare to say out so loudly in the office. I was furious and upset with all these idiotic attitudes. No wonder, they only can have the visions n missions, but without the ability to realise it. With all these "thoughtful" ppl, that's y the company still staying at the same place (or deteriorating in mk share).

Actually, it's just a lunch box worths few ringgit. But, the thing is not the money matter. It's how they treat you, how you r treated by them. They treat u as if you r invisible......No matter what u did, they still left u out....without even feel bad about how poor their attitudes are. At 1st, I felt so hard to take it...But now, I think I somehow learn something from them. Though those ppl treated me badly now....but someday they will be sorry for that. Coz I wont b staying there forever. Just take this as challenge or take this as some kind of training....hehe~ I think I will be strong enough to face any other ppl outside this org. Thanks for ur thoughtfulness....

p/s: now, already able to handle most of the job(at least 75%). But still...I need to learn how to handle these bunch of ppl......aiks~lot to learn........n i need to have a strong heart.....else, easily can get heart attack + vomit tonnes of blood everyday....:P