D@nC!nG R@Bb!+

哎~明天又要回去工作。
假期不够用。。。。。
蓝蓝的心情
加上灰灰的天
真是糟糕~

重重的包袱
苦苦的脸孔
慢慢的火车

老板的脸黑黑
再看员工欠扁的脸
怒发冲冠，一言难尽
鸡同鸭讲，对牛弹琴
白费心机，吃力不讨好

忍一时风平浪静
小不忍则乱大谋
还真应该把这两句挂起
时时提醒自己，忍忍忍
不用去拜师学艺。
已是大马新一代忍者。

有的事情，你以为你会一直记得，可是时间已经在慢慢让你遗忘了它。
就像一个很久没有开启的部落格，我竟然忘了自己的登入名字和密码。
里面藏有我以前的回忆：开心事和伤心事。
是不是在告诉着我，过去的没有必要再耿耿于怀，人要往前看不是吗？
有些事情，让它埋藏在记忆的深处，不再去想它，何尝不是一件好事？

最近
李圣杰

你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路

爱我却不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福
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当两个人在一起时，只能抱着哭？那又何必在一起？
让她哭泣，你比谁都还要难过吗？
不适合的两人，勉强在一起，有结果吗？
两人在一起无言以对，是不是什么东西不见了？
其实，一直以为不适合的对象，到最后却发现他才是最好的，你悔不当初吗？
你又怎能确定下一次会遇到更好的对象？
其实适合的人一直在身边，只是你一直不知道。
错过了，就只好看着本来属于自己的幸福走远。
你想要在短时间知道她到底适不适合的，可能吗？
就像跳舞那般，两个人跳起舞来，会和谐吗？
她要向左，而你往右，跳舞的像打架。
两人跳舞，节奏要一样、方向要一样，
你以为这种事情很容易吗？
他们需要练习多久才可以做到？
耐心和决心，让两人可以流畅地跳完这一支舞。

Wkend again...And, again, I'm back to my hometown;)
Everyday, I have been looking forward to wkend...
It has been a wkly agenda....
Since Monday, I hav been looking forward to Friday....
My friend said...u jz hav to accept the fact, u r working in tat company...Else, u will always b so demotivated to work, so not-committed with the work or the company. Yup~I agree with tat. But then, sometimes, when dealing with those so not cooperative ppl n so not-good-working-attitude ppl, u will get to be frustrated and even wanna hantam(knock) their face with tat damn heavy n big file on my table.

Today, I was doing the stupid messy recon...And guess wat, the fellow who is supposed to do tat damn job was still relaxing there....I was so frustrated when I cant figure wat the h*ll the previous things were about. So, I decided wat for Im suffering here and he is so relaxing n enjoying there....Wanna suffer, let both of us suffer together. wahahahah...(im such a devil) but, believe me, when you deal wif those kind of ppl, u will eventually turn into a demon. I dun wanna b so nasty n bad to them, but jz cant help it. U treat me well, I will do u a favor n treat u well. Contrary, if u b nasty to me, n jz hope that i will b nice to u? Sorry, im not a saint...

Back to the story....So, I called tat fellow n ask him to come over to settle the thing wif me. Ok, he said...Give me 5-10min to settle my things there. Alright, I said..well, I understand I cant simply jz ask him stop relaxing suddenly(cant I??) Mayb he's talking sth serious wif the other colleague or saying something matter wif death n live during office hour??? Nvm, 10min, of coz I can wait. WHile waiting for HIM, I continued with my work(try to b super hero saving the numbers from missing their way to the correct accounts) So, i waited n waited...It was almost 430pm...tat fellow still not yet appear...

He's still talking some serious business at the back there.(taking his own sweet time) Alright, I decided not to wait...I send an email to him and our superior...making an official appointment wif him. And, during 5pm, he came by n said that, he totally forgotten about im waiting for him to come over for the discussion...I was totally speechless....Very well, seems like Mr. Bz had too much of serious conversation until he actually forgotten I was waiting. No problem...I told him. You can forget about it for today...coz i already send mail to u n the boss....we'll hav our discussion on Monday. During tat moment, I was actually so angry n frustrated. During office hour, you r chatting...Not a problem to me...IF YOU HAV FINISHED UR WORK...But, you're not....What do u mean by forgetting to work?? What make me angrier...he said you can hav it done n he's suggesting to pass the work to me. ARE U INSANE OR WAT? NO, I told him...Tat's part of work but I only can help u out with some details. Yes, I do know ur hav ur workloads...But I do hav mine as well....And, if u could jz talk less n work more during office hour, then u wont b facing such problems....Additionally, if I help to finish works in ur job scope, then am i supposed to do the same for others? Or if you wan me to do, then r u going to share the salary wif me? Damn....this is not the 1st time. Last time, he did the job...n end of the day, he asked me wat did he do....Short term memory ya~Mz hav think of sth to stop this from happenning...Else, i will develop high blood pressure + heart attack in another few months.

By the way...hope he's not on MC or EL on next wk.....If u ask me...tat's not impossible...coz, tat's the company culture....

(cartoon from www.cartoonstock.com)

From TUes to Thurs, there was a healthy concious fair at the lobby of my office building...Well, good intention n to increase the health awareness of the employees. I really appreciate that the company was offering such campaign in my office place. We had tried most of the tests during this health campaign...we were actually wanna know our health status n at the same time, enjoy "playing" with all the equipments. I went through the abdomen scanning....scanned for the livers, ovaries, kidneys etc....Then the most painful thing was to take the blood sample to examine for cholestrol level and diabetis test. Wah....3cc of my blood jz gone><~ But luckily, all test results turned out to b OK:) The nurse said...only wif tat little blood, you can know the health level of urself...worth it wat...Hrmmm...quite make sense also...If anything went wrong, at least I can make some adjustment in a timely basis??

Old saying....Prevention is better than cure. Yup, certainly agree with tat. Then, on the last day of the exibition, we had the bone density test....quite a high tech machine....jz put one of ur feet inside the machine, then the machine will tell whether ur bone mass is in normal range or lower than normal range:P hoho~

Actually, we wanna tried the ECG (or EGC) scanning...but too bad...the Q was so terrible and hardly moved. Gosh....we waited for almost one hour n yet the Q still hadnt moved at all. Finally, I decided I dun hav much time to waste on Q-ing....And, I walked away....arrrggg....wasted much of my time waiting n without having anything from it.

Actually, having such campaign will benefit all the employees. But, if any of the employee misuse this kind of facility prepared by the company, it wont do much good to the employee or employer. It's better to know the limit and dun come to the exibition jz because u dun wanna to work. It's not a good thing to do. But then, sometimes, cant help...tat's human nature, isnt it?

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During mon to wednesday, I was having a training session. In fact, this particular training, I hav gone through for at least 2-3 times. To be precise, one time in the user acceptance test, one time in the train-the-trainer session, another time was jz last mon-wednesday.....Wat a waste of time, money and energy....

I was learning the same thing over n over again...I think went through twice already enough...three times for the same thing is jz too much..Already told the organiser on the redundancy of these trainings, but still, they said this is a compulsory training for everyone involved with the changes. Fine, if this is wat u said...I will jz attend. But then, what's the gain for the company and me? Ya...I can revise the thing over again. Whatever it is...already finished this training. I'm now back to office n start to clear off the work accumulated since Monday....

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WHen you love someone, dun u wanna to let him/her know?
WHen you love someone, dun u wanna always b with him/her?
When you love someone, dun u wanna hear her voice see his/her face?
When you love someone, dun u feel lonely when he/she's not around?

It's sometimes hard to say good bye to someone u like...
You will start to miss him/her even he/she's jz gone one second ago...
Although u keep telling urself...you will able to see him/her again next time...
When you r with him/her, the time passes so quicly...without even knowing it's already time to say good bye~
If you love him/her, would you ever tell her/him?
If you nv tell her/him, would he/she ever know?
Dun say she/he can feel it...
Sometimes, if you dun say, she/he wont know.
Sometimes, it makes a different if you tell her/him directly how u feel about her/him.
Sometimes, it does mean a lot to her/him if you say it out.

Ya...u hav ur choice to keep it a secret...and I mean to keep it forever to urself.
Coz if u dun tell, u wont hav a second chance....
coz if u dun tell, she/he will not stop there forever to wait for u to tell her/him tat.
Opportunity dun always knock ur door...
Get it or miss it...tat's all~

Sometimes, I was wondering if there's any perfect match in this world.
Do you think someone who's really a perfect one for you?
Or do u think each person odds to hav the perfect the other half?

I guess, this is just a myth...it does not really happen in real life.
The perfect match does not exist in this world.
You need to take both his strengths and weaknesses.
Whether you accept it or not...these are the facts to be accepted.

How do you know tat person is jz the right one?
There's no answer...at least, no certain answer...
It's such a subjective question.
The answer is how your heart is going to answer.
Your heart will tell you....is he the right one.
But sometimes, your brain does not agree with wat ur heart said...
What r u going to do when there's dispute between ur heart and brain?
Listen to ur heart? Or jz follow wat ur mind told u?
Hard to make a decision...isnt it?

很多时候，大纲是一样的。可是，内容却各有各的精彩。就像小时，写作文。题目是一样的，可是每个人想的、写的，都是各不相同的。

两人都爱看书。偏偏，一个爱看言情小说，一个爱看严肃的书籍。
两人都爱旅行。可是，一个爱冒险的旅程，一个爱轻松自在旅程。
大致上，两人也许有相同的兴趣。可是，仔细看下，两人又有许多不相同的地方。没有两人能完全拥有同样的个性和兴趣。也许，是志同道合的两人。可是，又是也会有不同意见的时候吧~

一个人爱看啥小说，只要没有碍着什么人，就不是问题了嘛~只要那个人没有强逼别人也要看和他一样的书籍，没有什么问题吧？每个人有不同的的兴趣和喜好。有时候，一些无伤大雅的事，就算了吧。不过，就算要算，只要她不觉得有什么问题，她还是我行我素的，两人一再争执同样的话题，有用吗？

人，都是不同的个体。有自己的思想和主意。
对，有时候得听听别人的意见，让自己活得更好。
不过，若他只是一味跟着别人的做法和迎合别人的要求而活，不就有点太可悲了吗？

世界上没有免费的午餐，也没有不劳而获的东西。（当然，有些人是例外的。）
他们想要别人把辛苦赚来的、功劳，双手奉上。
他们只是嫉妒别人的财富，却没有看到财富背后的付出和努力。
他们理所当然地要别人为他们做牛做马的，却不让他人和他们一起享受成果。
世界上有这种人吗？
当然有。这个世界充满着各式各样的人。
只有他能发表意见,说的都是至理名言，
而别人说的的一律是废话。
要公平？慢慢想，慢慢等吧~
世界上什么都有，就是缺少一样叫公平的东西。
哈哈~要公平？早些睡~梦里面也许有吧~

WHen im nagging, i need a pair of ears to listen.
Sometimes, it doesnt matter if the listener can provide any feedback or not. Because, all i need is ur ears..
Or mayb sometimes I dun even wan a feedback form u...all I want is just a listener..
tat's wat I ask for.

WHen im sad, I need your comfort...
not further comments that make life more miserable...
Cant I have someone to just comfort by myside?
Am I asking too much?
It's just a matter of things are done...