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Wkend again...yeah~I jz love Friday...
When it was Monday...i was looking forward to Friday
When it was Tuesday...i was counting down days...
When it was Wednesday...i was happier than previous day....
When it was Thursday...getting excited....coz the next day is Friday
When it's FRIDAY...I mz say...I'm totally prepared...TO GO HOME~
Home home Home...
where else can it be....
Already start packing during Thursday and i brought my big luggage to my office this morning.
Some colleagues were asking me..."Hei, balik kampung ya?" "Ya~~" Answered in a happy tone...
Nothing is going to stop me from going home.
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Can u imagine...Mon n Tues as well as Previous Fri...there were no water supply (drinking water machine was out of order during these 3 days)...and Im like depending much on this machine...to supplly my daily water, to make coffee/Milo.....Really cant live without it....For the past 3 days, I was actually "borrowing" water from my friend's department. It's so embarrassing...but then, wat to do? I need WATER...even though most ppl in my office r having their fasting month, but IM NOT~so, i need to drink plenty of water (to avoid myself from being too heaty, and fall sick.)

最近，在公司里头吃喝都得偷偷摸摸的，活像见不得光似的，感觉真的很不爽。干啥你家吃素，我家也得吃起素啦？你有你的生活习俗，我有我的自由，互不干涉不是很好吗？对，大家是应该互相尊重，不要刻意在你面前大鱼大肉地吃。不过，若别人低调地在一旁吃喝，有没有碍着你，你又何必那么多心，以为人家不尊重你啊？

又是星期天晚上。明天一早又要搭火车回到吉隆坡工作，还要大包小包地一块儿带去公司丫。一个周末就这样“咻”地过了。还没有好好睡个好觉，明天又要上班了。好没有心情回去啊~我还要假期！！！
明天他们开始斋戒了，不知道公司里的餐馆有没有开。不知道公司里的饮水机有没有加水啦~不知道明天多不多工作做。不知道明天要怎么过。不知道明天会不会打瞌睡。不知道明天可不可以准时放工。有太多的不知道，是想太多了吧~
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这个周末过得‘精彩’得很。研究洗衣机怎么运作是这个周末的活动。说来话长，哎~不说也罢。又不是什么光彩的事。总之，第一次到访就把人家的洗衣机给搞翘了~真是失败啊~（无语问苍天啊~）丢脸丢到家啦~让病人还得奔波劳累的，实在是不好意思。说对不起，也是没用啦~对不起要是有用，还要警察来干啥。整个周末就和洗衣机相亲相爱的~哎~美好的周末就这样被洗衣机给占去了。洗衣机啊~洗衣机~把周末还给我~

Something really DIFFERENT during this wkend. aiks~Dealing with washing machine. I think Im really not a machanical or electronic-type of ppl, hard to handle them...Can you imagine..wkend at his house, and ended up both of us try to figure out how to fix the washing machine? I gotta admit..it's my fault for not listening to him by putting some clothing into the laudry bag. At the end, the washing machine draining system was not functioning and the spinning functions cant be used anymore. Damn...wat did I do to his washing machine...Sorry also no cure de~wat was done, it's done~jz hope it can be repaired...><~

I think I will not b buying such type washing machine...next time~whole day long...dealing with the washing machine. The moral of the story is....plz use laundry bag when u wanna wash some socks/stockings~

心中有点怪怪的感觉。忐忑不安的感觉围绕着我。
沉重的心，不想道别的心，不想回去的心，怎么会这样啊？
是不是想太多了呢？

Hrmm....actually dun get mislead by the title....haha~
where did i travel to? jz from sban to KL n from KL to sban...tat's my wkend....
1st time...took bus from K.Jaya to One-U...quite an "interesting" experience.
walked n walked n walked....tat's wat we did in One-U...oh/...n also watched movie:) THe Banquet....About this movie....Actually, I cant really tell wat the movie trying to tell....For me, i think it's sort of like eastern style LOTR (when u c some of those costumes) Violence is one of the element within this movie. THey can jz kill to achieve their targets. Isnt tat wat happened in this real world? Well, of coz not really killing someone...but to stab on one's back in order to wat u intend to? At the end of the movie...unexpected ending (hrmm..^^lll)

One-U really quite a good place to shop (especially u hav nothing to do). You can spend the whole day there...window shopping or really shopping..haha~ too many shops for u to go into one-by-one in just one day.
ALso, im quite lousy in recognising places...and kept miss my directions.ahhaa~luckily, i hav a walking compass with me...

Tmr gotta work again...now, waiting for another wkend...;)

The computer at my office got problems...now my pc at home also got a bit problems...aiks~wat happened to all my computers? aiks aiks aiks........

During last wednesday, finally stayed in KL's house. Actually, I jz brought my changing clothes n my bed there. Other than tat, still not yet carry to KL. haha~ I'm kinda like staying hotel like tat....Bring my clothes, and sleep there. Tat's all. A new environment for me, and gotta get used to it as soon as possible. Now everything just start like brand new to me. No more stated as student, but as a working ppl now. THe changing of identity sometimes make me feel weird or feel different. Cant play too much or care free of anything. Need to hav some plannings for my own future.

Actually, it's been difficult days for me to start work there. I'm not well-prepared...no matter mentally or physically. The working environment has made me feel so hard to fit into it. I never felt this b4...even last time when i start my studies at Uni...it just took me 2-3 wks to suit into the new environment. NOw, it had been more than one month...and yet im still searching a way to fit myself into it. Is it because im OLD de? And cant adopt to the environment as before? Or is it im not open-minded enough to make myself feel at home there? I hav to find my way in a totally new place. Everything is so different from the place i used to be in. Language, culture, attitude etc...None seems familiar to me.

It really takes time for me make myself comfortable (again) with all these changes. Surely, n hopefully...I will "enjoy" the work life. BUt wat i can expect from my work environment? I really cant see the bright side of it. Yeah....No need to work like hell there...SLOw pace, take ur own sweet time doing things. Tat's the philosophy upholds at my work place. And luckily, Im not those kind of workaholic type of person and not tat ambitious to become a corporate lady in the next 10 years. SO, y care so much of it? Just let it be...just let it be....

公司的笨电脑出了问题，现在连我家的电脑也酝酿着要不要罢工。真是气煞人了。你们干嘛那么坏，我对你们不好吗？

星期三时，终于到吉隆坡的房子住。毕业后，数个月都是住在家里，好吃好住的。现在又得搬出来外面住，还真是有点不习惯。没有带太多的东西，只带了替换的衣裳，其余的东西都还没有搬来。现在，有点像在住旅店般，呆几天又回家。哈哈~每天，上班，放工，回家，睡觉，也没有什么节目的，有点闷的生活。又要重新适应新环境。不再是学生身份，真正踏入社会工作，还真不惯啊~想当年，上完课，回家就可以睡觉、看戏、或出街逛逛的。哎~

从来没有觉得那么彷徨过。觉得好难适应那里的环境，无论是工作态度、语言、文化等等，都有待努力的。通常，面对新环境，无可否认，我会有点不安和紧张的，可是这一次的适应期也未免太久了吧~可能是心里一开始已经对它有点抗拒感，所以才会那么难溶入里面吧~或者是我老了，不想尝试新东西，所以难适应新地方?

给我多一点的时间，会不会让我渐渐爱上那里？我不知道。每天早上上班，让我觉得是一种折磨。哈哈~没有一点斗志力、没有一点的期待。唯二期待的，是午餐和放工时间。多悲哀~另外，更加期待的是周末两天的假期。无论有没有周末节目，只要不用上班就是令人振奋的事。就算要我整天待在家里，心甘情愿的。

工作文化：慢慢来是他们的座右铭。完成一件事，他们可以用一整天。吃饭，可以是两个半小时。工作到一半，可以不见人影的，不知消失到什么地方去了。还好，我不是很求表现的员工也不想要做个女强人，不然早已经被他们气死啦（只是有时真的觉得他们混得太过分了，不小心吐血一桶）。没有眼看啦~睁只眼，闭只眼。

I dunno whether those ppl r too smart n too genius.
I really cant think y they wanna do things tat way..slow like turtle, take their own sweet time jz to do one thing. Even got things to do, they still can like having leisure time and chat through the phone. wah...i really dun know how these ppl can do this. Plz, jz finish up the work n dun let me do OT...I dun wanna stay back late in the office n alone there...damn~

GOt one fellow...who told me how to do the things. but when someone asked back how the things were derived, tat fellow seems so BLUR and INNOCENT. Oh gosh~I really wish i can knock his head. I told him...tat's wat u told u wat to do. Now u say u dunno how to get it?(WOw...you really got SHORT term MEMORY~) I really RESPECT tat. Not everyone got such talent....

Wat to say? I think i already vomited enough blood today in order to finish the work as well as dealt with tat SMART guy~I cant imagine...by the end of the month, how much blood should i vomit ar??? I just wish I can adopt their work style. But if i really adopt tat, i think i wont b competitive enough as compare to other peers in other industries. I dun wanna become a turtle~

真是吐血啊~为了那些家伙吐血值得吗？你要“打太极”本小姐当然奉陪（前提是，我还没有吐血吐得昏~）。看他们做工，还真是需要很大的耐心和爱心。好想、好想往他们的头敲，看能不能把他们敲醒啊~有没有带脑袋来上班的。有的人，工作像蜗牛在爬般，一步一步来，一天只能做一样事。等他们把所有东西做完，等下辈子吧~ 有的人，做工丢三忘四的，只有短期记忆力般，连自己之前做了什么都不记得啦~有的人，在5点时，已经收好东西；525站在门口等放工。530 准时出门口，还真是有效率啊~
哎~哎~真是要写个‘服’字给这些人。在下真是佩服你们啊~自叹没有这种天分。

Another wk had passed...yet, im still blur with my work and also without my own pc.
Tmr gotta work again.....argggg.............how i wish i can say:" Wow...tmr is Monday again...Im going to WORK...yeah~"...haha~damn.....I cant say things tat's against my thinking. Just looking forward for another wkend. haha~hope tmr can pass in a very fast pace n let me back on time;)

wouldnt it b lovely everyday is wkend....
wouldnt it b lovely everyday is a happy day...
wouldnt it b lovely everyday is a meaningful day...

aiks~~~~~~~~~im going to work in the morning....hope the KTM n LRT get me to the work on time.....

Today....my office pc spoilt again....damn......cant they provide a better pc for me? haha~nvm, since dun hav pc, i hav a very good n valid reason not to do things. aiks...not tat i dun wanna work....c....wat kind of equipments they provide to me? wait till the pc is fixed, wait for another century~ so, i guess MOn n tues i wont b having a pc...in other words, I dun need to do work again???and i will b bored till dead again.....