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Tomorrow.....in fact, in another 12 hours, i will b going to work de.....(sigh~~~~~~)
time just flies these days.....sweet days usually passed through like rocket, yet bad days will take forever to finish:P I just wish it's always weekend:) no need go work, no need sleep early....

tonite, Im gonna start to sleep earlier....coz tmr im going to take train at 630am...@@ think of also feel dizzy....
Luckily, this is only for short term....thank godness......

Last 2 months, had been too relax....till now every bone of mine...become so lazy.....
Last 2 months, had been too enjoy...till now just feel like holiday everyday.....

Now..no more relax holiday...better work hard earn money everyday....
holiday (2 months) --->lazy --->call for interview ---> call to report for work ---> sad, moody---> think think---> after work---> got money ---> can go shopping ---> can go vacation ---->hohoho.....happy again ---> spend all money ---> pennyless---> sad again ---> work harder ---> earn more n more---> got $$$ again ---> spend again---> haha~then cycle keeps repeating.....damn, work n spend, work n spend....till when i can become millionaire??? (hahahah......)

(similar meaning for the chinese version:P summary of the latest 3 chinese blogs)

Recently, I hav been pondering all those work-related problems. Well, not tat Im a nag-lover or Im such a picky person....just tat, I think Im still not thoroughly prepared to start work so soon. But then, too bad, it's not my choice when to start work.. Great, Im going to start my working life next month, which means next tuesday...GOsh...no motivation at all....to start to work:(

It's somehow....even though i mayb physically prepared (well, anyhow gonna report for work next tues, get ready with all those doc n clothes)....im not mentally ready. Guest wat....Im still not sure, or should i say, Im totally blank with i will going to face....I cant even state my expectation. So pathetic...

expectation = dunno
readiness(mentally) = negative
future = unsure

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Pressure = HIGH level
uncertainty = extremely high

aiks~anything also unsure...i feel unsecure and lost here....so sad, right? But then, cant hav much complaints...coz already knew this will be the ending...I cant change the story ending even I do not like it..hhaha~Therefore,just gotta accept the facts...Think the other way round...actually, not really tat bad to work there, right? Big company tat wont bankrupt in near future... secure job for N years.....hrmm....dunno wat's the real situation until I get into the company. Mayb it isnt as bad as I thought it will be? Who knows, the company may make me love it so much till I become a workaholic there? hahahah~~

今天，已经慢慢接受事实了，也不想做无谓的挣扎。哈哈~有点言过其实啦。其实，在那里工作也不错，大公司一间不会倒闭的。（如果连它也倒闭，那么经济大概坏到不能再坏了吧~）既来之，则安之。再多的不满、牢骚也不能改变这个事实啊~当初，赞助我时，我已经预料这个会是它的结局啊。只是当我真正要面对时，又是另一回事啦....

住宿问题、工作地点问题、交通问题等等，希望这些问题会随着时间慢慢解决啦。
之前，是有到外地industrial training，不过industrial training怎么都不能和真正工作比较吧。industrial training比较轻松，没有所谓的工作压力。工作后，到底会怎么样，其实还有点紧张，又有点期待。哎呀~还是不要对这份工作有什么期待才好。哈哈~怕期望越高，失望越大嘛~

安慰自己，安啦安啦，快点开始工作，快点完成合约嘛~只要过了N年，就是自由身啦~哈哈~谁叫自己当年年少无知，那么爽快就签下了这张合约，也让人家赞助了那么多年。

说不烦，是骗人啦。
父母和朋友都可以给意见。可是，旁人怎么都不能代替你做决定。因为，只有自己才能为自己的将来负责任。路该怎么走，应该现在就开始想清楚。一旦做了抉择就不要后悔，也没有回头路。

未来的路，现在看来有点模糊、有点黯淡。
一路上，看不到指引路人的路灯。
路人只能凭自己手上微弱的烛光前进。
凭着自己的直觉往前走。
有多少人可以马上成功到达目的地，
有多少人因看不清而错过了对路口。
错过了，还有机会转回头吗？
路人小心地一步一步往前走。
每一步代表一个决心、一个抉择。

哎呀~怎么那么快要去做工啦~我还在holiday mood啊~
好歹也给我多一点时间准备准备，培养一下工作的情绪嘛。
心情真的有点乱乱的，真糟糕。
肚子也是有点痛痛的，真难受。
哎呀哎呀~怎么办？
船到桥头自然直吗？
我该怎么抉择呢？
天天高唱最近比较烦~
真是麻烦~我最怕麻烦~
可是，我不去找麻烦，
麻烦自己找上门。
不速之客，该怎么对它呀？
哎呀哎呀，怎么办？
要延迟吗？要即时上任吗？
工作会不会保留着？
早起的鸟儿有虫吃？
我不会是那只虫吧？
早起的虫儿被鸟吃嘛~
哎呀哎呀~怎么办？
想着想着，心更乱
想着想着，瞌睡虫出来了
该去睡觉啦~
晚安晚安，祝你有个美梦

Finally....THEY called me....and gotta report myself on 1st August. Aiks...so fast....not yet find room, not yet settle my personal stuffs....aiyah aiyah aiyah...
Now dilemma..whether wanna appeal and ask to delay the date to 1st Sept or not.
My friends kept laughing and said....wat's ur problems? Now start to find room, start to settle ur things. You still hav one wk time. Can do lots of things...aiks~~~
But then, i still gotta attend Convo....aiyah...y cant they ask me to report on 1st sept...let me enjoy another month of holiday b4 going to work.....(hrmm...i think im a fussy person..:P)
aiyah aiyah aiyah.....I know I know....I'm such a person hard to be pleased...everything sure got complaints.:P
Already tried to accept watever it is...but then, it's quite hard not to complain...hehe~

Last wkend...my friends and I went to Kuala Selangor to see fireflies (kelip-kelip in BM). We reached K.S'gor around 4pm, checked in to a hotel, then went to their park - Bukit Melawati. Got some old cannons and a lighthouse are there. Also, monkeys are all over the hill. Parents brought their children to this park and hav a stroll. Quite a nice place to go for a walk....but....there were super lots of mosquitoes...Oh NO....kena attacked by them - hands n legs...@@

Around 730, we had our dinner at a fishing village along Sg Selangor (I had forgotten the name of the village). We ordered 6 dishes, but still it was cheap:P haha~After tat, we were heading towards Fireflies Park. The entrance tickets were bought, RM10 per adult. On the boat ride, we kept thinking....were these fireflies??All staying on the trees?? haha~looked jz like the light on christmas trees...haha~Are they real, or just some LED put by the ppl there???GOdness...They are really magnificent and eye-catching...and of coz, quite romantic..haha~anyhow, it's a really nice experience. Nv thought tat, they can be so beautiful~

The next day....going back time....haha~not much...jz into Sunway n window shop for few hours. Very tired by then...haha~jz hope can go home n sleepZzzzzz......

A nice and memorable trip. Although cant manage to take the pic of the fireflies, they will always be in my mind.

过去的改变不了，未来的控制不了，现在的应该珍惜.
the past cannot be changed, the future cannot be controlled, the present should be cherished

历史，是我们的借镜。历史，是要人们不要重蹈覆辙。历史回顾，是要我们记得前人的功绩，不要忘了自己的根源。
可是，我们不能一直活在过去。历史，只能让我们提高警惕，不要重犯老祖宗当初所犯的错。没有人可以一直活在过去，缅怀着过去的种种。人，还是往前看的好。一直往后看，没注意到前方的障碍，很容易栽头。这样是不是得不偿失啊？
以前，我很喜欢历史课。因为，历史书就像故事书那样，令人看得津津有味。不过，我不喜欢背他们的名字，又长又难记的，活像世界上没有别的名字，干什么拼命重复用同一个名字的。
另外，历史的其中一个特征就是它会不断地重复自己。（HIstory will repeat itself).显然，人们没有从历史课中得到教训，一次又一次地犯同样的错误。战争，就是一个其中一个例子吧~明知道战争会导致人民受苦，家破人亡的，人们还是照打不误，而且还打得有点糊里糊涂的，同是同根生，相煎何太急嘛~

未来，想想你要做些什么？小时候，老师最爱大家写我的志愿。人人都有伟大的志愿，不是要当老师，就是当医生、工程师、律师的。可是，长大后，有几个人是真正实现了当年的梦想？一个人的愿望会随着年龄而改变，随着环境而改变，也随着经济能力而改变。有的人，寒窗十年，就是要争取奖学金出国圆梦。奈何，人多粥少的，有多少人可以顺利得到奖学金？因为无法进入自己的首选科系，只能念一些自己不喜欢的科系，不正是现在学子们心中的痛吗？大家挤破了头，也挤不进去，只有接受现实。
所以说，未来不是我们能掌控的了的。除非，你家很有钱，你想要读什么科系，都不是问题。梦想，垂手可得。前提是，你要有那个料子把课程念完/混完。别人念各学士只要3年，你可以混个七年八年的，因为你家有的是钱啊~

现在嘛~珍惜现在所拥有的。因为，你不知道未来的日子会怎么样。因此，好好地度过每一天，不让自己有遗憾，不要让自己后悔。如果不珍惜现在，那么当你想当年时，心中总是会有一些遗憾和悔恨吧？怎么当初我没有这样那样的，悔不当初？那时后悔，已经于事无补了吧？此外，有道是：树欲静而风不止，子欲养而亲不在。与其将来才来后悔，不如珍惜当下。现在，珍惜和亲人的每一天，感谢老天让他们那么健康、快乐。开心是一天，悲伤也是一天。乐观地面对每一天吧~平平无奇的日子也许是最好的（哈哈~不怕心脏承受不了嘛~）；） 偏偏，人有时就是自作孽，不可活的，总爱到了失去的时候才知道珍惜。得不到的，永远是最好的吗？得到的是草，得不到的是宝？可笑也可悲。

好久以前，曾经写过一篇英文的部落格 - Money Matters in a relationship。 那天，碰巧又和一位友人谈起这个话题，她说她不太赞成A-A制度，因为这样感觉上有男朋友等于没有。嗯~我想了想，我说当然，女生（包括我）都希望有人请她，不需要她时时付账的。不过，如果男方认为太负担了和不公平，那么大家就商量商量看怎么办啦~对我而言，只要是达成协议，谁付账不是问题。如果我也有相当的经济能力，我不介意有时候给钱的是我，请对方一餐或一场电影的。如果觉得这样不妥当，那么告诉他或她，让他/她知道你不喜欢这种付账方式。其实，有个情侣是想有个人关心自己，有个肩膀可以靠靠，有对耳朵聆听...

另外，现在很多情侣是采取双薪制度的。男和女的，都在工作，可是问题就出在家务~女性工作完毕，回家还有忙不完家务在等待。男的，回到家，好累啦，大字形瘫在沙发，赖死不起来的。帮忙分担家务？哈哈，你在说哪一国的话呀？看吧~大家都是工作的，凭什么他不需要做家务？因为家务是女生的责任，还是男生生来就不需要做家务？朋友说，如果这将会是未来的写照，打死她也不要结婚~一个人，好好的，自由自在，有稳定的工作和收入，做个自由的单身贵族，不是很好吗？干嘛要踏入婚姻，把自己绑死，和做不完的家事耗青春？我听了，觉得也蛮有道理的嘛。既然双方都是工作人士，没有理由只要一方独自承担所有的家事，应该互相分担。你要女生一起分担账目，提倡男女平等。偏偏，说到做家务时，就只是女生的责任？哪有那么便宜的事情？哈~做梦还太早了吧~

Jusco Member Day again....And, of coz, my family wont miss tat:) 4 of us, went there at 6pm....and shopped till 10pm only wanna go home. Actually, it's because the shopping mall is almost going to close de, so...gotta went home de;)

At 6sth, it was still considered not much ppl as most ppl either having their dinner or jz finished their work. Then, later around 8sth, ppl started to come in, and the place became crowded. Me n my sis din really shop at the ladies clothing department as there were lots n lots of ppl. For 2nd reason, the clothes were not really our taste (in fact, not nice....a bit like those outdated clothes. Well, this kinda of clearance sales, dun expect too much from it.) Alright, we dun go for the clothes, we went to hav a look on shoes. Yup, quite a lot of shoes....but then, I jz wanna find a pair of sandals....comfortable and not those high heels one...Coz, I dun really like high heels as they make my legs really tired...and Im a bit clumsy....So, I am much affraid to fall down coz of tat stupid shoes, and tat will b really embarrassing....[.Damn..I tried tat b4(Shhh......)] Although, some of them lookes very tempting to me~ For the sake of my safety(and face)....I'm not gonna take the risk...haha~At the end, I bought one sandals....nice one~

Finished with the shoes hunting, we went to the CD dept to meet with my parents...And, bought the documentary show on penguins...I cant remember wat is the name....sth about the emperor penguin 1...I think they got 3 versions...Cantonese, English and French....I din notice tat till I bought it n watched it....Oh NO>.....I bought the wrong version....I got the French Version...aiks~~~haha~Now, gotta c the subtitles for the entire show...haha
(haha~~~~Break time!!! we shopped till around 8sth only had our dinner as we were really hungry~beh tahan de lar~McD, here we come!!!)

Food section....my mum's fav place to go....Grocery, food, etc...There were long long Q....ppl waiting to pay money....Hrmm...everyone's trolley got tones of things inside...wah....is it tat cheap till everyone buys much?? Me n sis were looking around and wondering around....Kids were runnning around as well...some babies were crying n crying...Really pity those babies....they seemed so impatience and wanna go home..Ppl everywhere....cashier counter, sections, redemption counters, etc....but everyone was carrying bags of stuffs...Really, all these ppl (including my family) really helped Msia to boost its economy...wahahah~~Jusco surely earned lots $$$ today~all contributions from its loyal customers......